My World

So yeah..

I'm thinking I'm going to quit my Quizno job...

It's going suck because I do need some money but...

I can't stand the new owner.

It's not like I am trying to lazy or even trying to be difficult but it's sad at the fact that I know and even I think he knows that I can run the store 10 times better than he can for the past 2 weeks.

So if anyone knows where I can find a job.. I am open to suggestions.

Monkey Punch Coming to Metrocon (2006-05-05 08:49:23)
Lupin III creator Monkey Punch will be a guest of honor at Metrocon, June 2-4 in Tampa, FL. [ discuss ]

Maybe I will actually go...

There's nothing like the the suffering of oneself to comfort myself.

Anyways... finals are over...

I'm just mostly working and taking one class.

Gas prices sucks.

UCF parking will suck and always will suck.

There are just a little too many people who can't drive at that school.

I have been parking in front of the Visual Art building for almost every morning and this morning I just got into a slight accident. Everyone who parks there seems to love to leave at the same time. Since I have been having too many close calls for the past couple of month because I don't see everyone who is leaving, finally this morning I got into a accident. Seriously, everyone don't bother of considering of letting the other people go and just backs out the car like it was nothing. When I was back out COMPLETELY and was ready to turn in order to leave, I see this gaint SUV or jeep backs out quickly but into my car.

When we both got out the car, she ask me if I wanted to exchange information or deal with it myself. I said I would deal it myself since my car already been bruise and this is where she got a bit pissy.

She was like "Oh I was already back out for 5 minutes." That was not the case because she was backing out her car at a very fast pace.

The she was like " Oh I got this car last week." Now this comment makes me think she can't fucking drive if she got this car last week.

Not only that, her car only got this one deep scratch while I did recieved a bit more damage.

She got pissy and I ask her again if she wants too.. I will exchange information. But she decided not too and left.....

I know she wasn't expecting my "not caring" attitude and was pissed off about that.

In other news.... I did a presentation for Baroque art which it sucks. I was so nervous and I was having brain fart left and right and couldn't have a cohesive presentation. It's not like I didn't know the information but I definitly not the type who is good expressing through words and it has been a while since I really had to do some heavy duty research paper and presented the information.

God, I hope I passed.

Wow. Just Wow.

There's a month left before school end and I just realized I obtain a wrong edition of the book I have (I have been taking an online Engligh class.)I think the sad part is that... this book has a few other books with similar titles and the fact that amazon.com didn't list that it was the first edition or the fact that there were other edition.

Life sucks...

and for some reason.... my water is off...

Since hopefully, I am graduating soon from UCF with an Art History degree which I hope that I can even make it to the end, I have been thinking of what I'm going to do after college.

At the end, I only realized one thing. God, I wasted so much time at UCF.

Seriously, I think I probably am a pretty sucky artist in gerenal and a very average one.

BUT.... I probably looking at this the wrong way.

I know I have quailities which makes me a good artist. I know I have a good eye for things. I know what I like and dislikes. I like if something works and doesn't work. And it's not like I am completely bad at drawing. I seen worst and they are in programs that I wanted to do and be.

I am considering to become an designer of some sort. Actually, an interior designer. I have been thinking about it here and there. I think the career probably suits me more. I also thinking getting an A.S. degree from Valenicia in Architect. It will probably take me less than a year to obtain on and it would be a good start. (I actually took Drafting in High School and I did like it although the professor really favors alot of the guys.)

Well, it's just a thought.

Spring Break is starting but...

spending my Spring Break working 6 days a week....

Persona 3 trailer..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1Ie0uHI9jA

And two Devil Summoner games which I doubt it will come out here...

I didn't realized it was so hard to write such a long paper after spending the last 2 years of college doing nothing of that sort.

I can't wait for Spring Break.

I hate my job.
I hate writing papers......

I hate the fact that I broke my dear sweet laptop....

I can't believed I fuck up my laptop. Out of frustration from yesterday after work, I accidently spill some soda on my laptop. So... if you see me or hear me... and happen to read this... well you know why...

I gotta find a place to fix it but I lack the money to do it....

I finally gather enough hatred to truely hate my job...

I hate Quizno's...

Wow...my back hurts and aches so fucking much...

I don't know why of all nights but after standing 5 hour and half hours straight every three days per week...for a year..for some reason... tonight/morning... it fucking aches to a point where I fucking wake up to go take an aspirin.

It's that time of year.

I finally color a little part of my hair. I did some highlights in the front and now it's looks reddish/brown. I like coloring my hair but it's alot of work when my hair is black and not many colors show it naturally.

I took Martin's 19th century test last week. Hopefully I did well on that test. If I going to fail some art history classes, I don't see the point of going to college anymore. I'm trying the best I can to graduate (by next summer I hope. I hate my Baroque class. Seriously, I hate anyone isn't going to be Martin. I don't know, but I just can't stand anyone else who isn't Martin. I like the way he teaches and the way he lectures. There isn't too many professors in UCF who is a good lecturer which is quite ashame. I hate the fact despite the fact that the classes is called "Baroque Art", the professor is only going to focus Italian Baroque. Seriously, do we need like 5 lecture on Bernini.... I mean... he's a great artists and all..... but it's not just abour him...

::Remembers Chavade...and that Survey of Non-Western Art.. I mean... Art of India::


::punches wall::

Sorry... some anger problem at the moment.

I could really use a haircut.... a good one I acutally like... a place I would go back too...

I wouldn't mind taking a Figure Drawing class.... drawing from real life model...(as horrible as it sounds)...

http://www.crealde.org/index.html

I do have photobooks.... but crappy photos...

Damn this ant bite....

I actually went to Art Systems today (a place I haven't been a while) and now they are selling COPIC markers. Maybe this is my anime obsession talking but I really do want those markers. I finally was able to try it out and now I know why people rant about them. They actually do not bleed through the paper. Just WOW. Too bad they are soooo expensive. Maybe this summer I will save up money... that or maybe try again with a Wacom pad. I should learn to do some Photoshop and etc.

I didn't go to my morning class today. I try but just couldn't do it. I woke up this morning and just lay there without moving an inch. I know I'm not that tired but just acting like I'm tired. I guess I have been mentally tired between work and school. It's almost a month since classes started and I'm surprise I lasted this long. My Baroque and my 19th century classes is in the morning and I'm not that much of a morning person. Not even that, it's sucks that I have to be there before 9 or I'm going to spend some time looking for parking space at UCF.

I wish I could graduated at this very moment but hopefully by next summer of 2007, I should graduate and leave UCF and find something better. I'm just very tired of UCF.

I going to have to take some extra shifts at work so I can pay off my tutition. I been sorta trying to pay some of my tutition because I don't want to tell my parents that I fucked up and lost my scholarship. In many ways, there are times where I just feel nothing but as a burden to them. Well, I don't like being a burden to anyone. With this new raise I should be getting within next week, it should help a bit. It's not like I really need money, I just need the money to graduate.

(The irony of getting an education...)

Anyways... since I didn't go to class... I should work on some of these art history research papers I have piling....